♥ Brenda Wong

November 11 1993
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i've been thinking alot over this few days
n crying alot too
i think im gonna turn crazy soon
someone please send me to IMH!!


i may be thinking too much
OR
i may be over sensitive
but hAb u ever think why i will think so much??
because i feel very insecure bah
i dun noe why but i think this shld be the way to describe it?
i feel insecure is because i sometimes will think dat u lied to me
i dun noe if u really did but this is the feeling i get
is not dat i dun trust u..i trust u, fully trust u
but would u let me trust u? dat really set me thinking
thr r too much things dat i just dun get it
is not dat i dun let u hab girl de frens..i dun control ur freedom of making frens


firstly, why r thr so many things dat u nvr told me abt?
shldn't i be the one to share ur probs wif u? to lighten ur burden?
in ur heart, i noe dat frens are the most impt to u
they may be no.1 in ur heart n i may be 2nd
ok, this i alrd dun mind le


secondly, rmb on our 3rd month anni?
ok u nvr pay phone bill then cnt contact me i can understand
u told jas to tell me sorry and happy 3rd month anni then ur line cut off
then dat really set me thinking
why in the first place u wont call me? since u can call jas, why cnt u call me n tell me?
why must tell her to tell me leh? i really dun noe why lurh


thirdly, u bought a soft toy for jas.
i heard from someone dat is u owe her de, i noe..
maybe again fren is more impt.
but the prob is u see arx
u get ur pay, n the first thing u do is u get wad u owe her
how abt the many many things dat u still owe me?
is not dat im eyeing over the presents but u think lah
does this sounds right??
n also u owe simin de money leh? i think u didnt intend to return?? maybe?
i dun noe. i really really dun noe!!


fourthly, when i ask u to go out, u would say dat u wan to stay at home
do wad? play games
ok im fine wif dat also.
but when ur frens ask u to go out u would give a different answer.
why leh? i also dun noe


u may say dat im jealous, maybe?
then just take it dat im jealous
but why will i get jealous?
it is also none other then u right?
u're the reason dat i get jealous
maybe these are just the seldom probs
but suey suey i just happened to noe it
whr were u when i needed u the most?
whr?! whr were u?!!


let me ask u:
do u love me? really love me alot alot?
i love u, alot alot. n i also noe dat u love me
but idk if u love me
(sounds confusing eh? im also confused)
in my entire life, i treasure this relationship the most
THE MOST!! get dat?!
im not so involve wif previous relationship, u noe?!
but this time im sure of my feelings
i dun noe how much u treasure it but i noe dat i will still love u
even if u dun care abt me or worst still it may be one-sided
even though previously i told u dat i hab thought of breaking up, i really dun want to n dun wish to because i noe dat i'll be very very sad if dat were to happen
i may be suffering alone. be it tired or anyt
but no matter how difficult or tiring it is for me, im prepared to face it.
i wont give up
because u're the reason dat stops me from giving up
even though u dun care abt me or giving me cold shoulders,
i will still love u as much
i just dun wan the feeling to fade.
i really misss the beginning of this relationship
......