1:31 AM Wednesday, January 14, 2009
lolx.
so many ppl ask me update blog haas .
now updating^^
sorry readers for my MIA-ING :P
this year is a new year, and a tough year for me
got o'levels, SYF and idk still got wad things coming up
but i still got my baby:) lovehim loads!!
this year not so relaxing anymore..haix
cnt slack liao BUT i really dun hab the motivation la
IDIOT i HAte myself!!
"ok brenda relax.. u will work hard & must really work hard .."14Jan08(1 more mth to V's day)this year v different from last yearthis year got banding haix
&& worst of
ALL my eng in 4th band, emaths in 3rd band!!!
argh!! i HAte myself!! why i do so badly in sec3?!
"ok relax brenda.. in worst band does not mean end of the world .. u can do it de!"tdy loads of hmwks!!
haix..
but the now at home, i dun feel lyk doing all the hmwks!!
thinking of alot alot of things that make me feel uneasy
wad is happening?! i noe daT u love me but if u dun show it how do i noe dat u love me?
sometimes i feel dat u dun care abt me de lo..
i feel very very insecure u noe..
sometimes this thought came to my mind
"maybe being ur fren is better than being ur stead. at least u will pei ur frens when they ask u too..i ask u go out lyk very wei qu you lyk dat"ok this is just my thoughts..i hope all these thoughts will disappear asap!!
"stay happy n workhard!!" is my this year's motto^^
tml having band..so tired-.-
i HAte SYFs!! so tough..
~updated~